Make a list of things you dislike about your life

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If that's all, then you've just answered my pm!

1) I worry to much about the future.
2) I dwell on the past alot, and am constantly reminded of it.
3) I worry I wont be able to find a future wife and have the family I must have to make my life meaningfull
4) I worry about how I will see myself and how I will live in the future.
5) I worry about loosing friends.
6) I worry about people dying someday in my family.

1. Getting nervous before important events such as job interviews for advancement at work (I love my present job, but would eventually love to work full time at the library) and behind the wheel driving tests

2. Doing dumb stuff

Other than that, life is great

1. I do stupid things
2. My car is wrecked again
3. My eating disorder
4. My bad memory
5. Not being able to follow instructions clearly
6. Zoning out
7. Learning disability
8. Depression
9. Being slower than other aspies when I was growing up
10. Late with reading about my obsessions
11. Didn't become a walking encyclopedia till I was 10 because that was when I started to read about my obsessions.
12. I don't have enough room for my future child unless I take down the bed in the guest room and replace it with a crib, then the child will have a small bedroom when it gets older and gets a bigger bed and I had my stuff packed in the closet in boxes and bins.
13. I still don't make much money but enough to live in my own place
14. The fact I don't know everything about my past problems and what I did when I was a baby. Did I lined things up? Did I play with my toys appropriately when I was a baby? etc.
15. Can't always get to sleep
16. I hate snoring
17. I hate misplacing my items
18. I don't have room for all my stuff in my apartment so half of it is still in Montana.
19. I want to go to school but can't because of my job and how would I go to school and be able to work full time to afford my place
20. I didn't go to college right after I finished high school because the work was very hard for me and I knew it be worse in college and didn't like the idea of going away for a year and living in a dorm and worry about my things being stolen by my room mate.
21. I hate taking things literal at work
22. I suck at problem solving
23. I hate meltdowns
24. I still have to fix my internet problem with dial up but the problem is when I go through tec support, it takes up three or four hours of my day and I am always busy so I have to plan it in. I tried canceling it because I was tired for the run around but they extended the free internet for me so I have more time to procrastinate.
25. I hate being misunderstood. Do people have to assume just because I ask a question doesn't mean I don't know it. I just don't like to assume because I don't like being wrong so I like to hear their answer.
26. I feel I am not very good with jobs so I have to find the easiest ones and they pay near minimum wage. I make nearly ten an hour.
27. I want to live in a house but can't.

1.my daughters dead and I'm proably NEVER gonna know exactly what happened so every minute of every day I get to just "Wonder" and I can be pretty imiaginative and come up w/ some really bad stuff and it torments me constantly, just "wondering" w/ no resolution really sucks. I can't even look at the box that holds her ashes or anything w/out busting into tears, crying while I write this even. Want to "let it all out" but can't cause I'm afraid it will "consume me."I used to be sorta"happy" and I',m learning how to be again but still feel guilty for enjoying life when she'll never get that opportunity.
2. Don't want to come across as a "please-feel-sorry-for-me" kinda person, but am afraid I do when I talk about my daughter.
3. Accidently deleted my "spell-checker" so everyone has to read my "dyslexic typing" now.

Thanks werbert (I'm glad you dropped back in also , I'v missed reading your posts )
I sure seemed to have killed this thread through huh? Sorry people. (I know, I know, wsmac, "quit it" )

reika, I'm very sorry to hear about your daughter

's o.k. I mean it's NOT, but it is. One of these days I'm gonna get some "Big Balls" and type the whole miserable story down. I think it will be cathartic. (no spell-checker remember )

reika - I am so sad for you...I cannot imagine what you're feeling. I'm sorry.

Thank you Labpet. I would NEVER want ANYONE to go thru this, but also don't want to accidently" hi-jack the thread" is it called?
Everyone here has been really understanding about it and you have all been VERY supportative of me and I think its part of the reason I even bring it up. cause you all make me feel confortable enough to be able to. I don't really "talk" about it cause it's NOT gonna change no matter what. And I'm NOT in denial, I just am unwilling to re-visit that pain yet.
Thank all of you.
Is it COLD there yet Labpet? Not really here yet.

1) My age. Why can't I still look like the kid I am inside?

2) My weight

3) The fact that I am stuck in a job I hate

4) The fact that I never fulfilled my initial potential

5) The fact that I haven't had sex for about 7 years

6) My messy, junk-filled house

7) My compulsive collecting

My inability to make friends

1. my extremely short attention span
2. my low tolerance for stress
3. the extreme messy mess of my habitat and my shoddy faculties to control it.
4. Extreme uncertaintly regarding the future
5. frequent headaches and nausea.
6. Guilt over past mistakes that won't go away