Yup, I'm always ahead. While it's normal for the brain to go faster than speech, other people have pointed out this trait in me as a form of mild criticisim: impatience and general acceleration.
. . . and I do talk fast and my thoughts sometimes run over what I'm trying to say in that "C" hijacks my attention while I'm saying "A". I have to stop and start from scrath with separate statements - with pauses between them and words like then and because.
I think it's an ADD trait.
marshall wrote:
As a result I'm always agonizing over my words and struggling to organize my thoughts. When I have to write essays I can spend an hour on a single paragraph. It's so annoying. I can have all my ideas pre-constructed in my head, yet I can't efficiently put them down in paragraph format. Still, the problem is even worse with speaking when things have to be said in real time.
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My biggest problem is that my thoughts are not always linear. They're more like a tree with different ideas branching out. Writing and talking constrains thoughts to be displayed in a specific order which can cause confusion in my brain. It isn't perfectly natural to me to communicate this way. I tend to think that my writing style is choppy, overly terse, and logical compared to other peoples writing.
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I also have this annoying problem where I don't always have the right words at the top of my head to accurately describe what I want to say. I'll know exactly what I want to say but I won't be sure of the word to use. I use the online dictionary and thesaurus all the time when I'm writing because I never have the words I want right off the cuff.
I share those
traits I quoted.
I was going to post about seeing my thoughts as
exploding in different directions.
I spend a lot of time when writing rather short things;
measuring each word and using online dictionaries to be sure of definitions. I also use the online dictionary for spellchecking
a lot of specific words.