A new stim? An dnot a nice one, either

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Speedy
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05 Dec 2007, 10:32 am

jjstar wrote:
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I am not really sure that it is routine, and it is not for attention or anything like that (nothing I do is for attention), I have never self-harmed before, either. I believe it is something subconsciously getting to me, I just have to figure out what.


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dermatillomania


I suppose, that on this particular occassion, someone else other than myself may be right. Maybe. I do not find it pleasurable, though, and it is not the part about removing skin blemishes. If I did that, I would be doing it all day. I am not ashamed of it, annoyed that I am doing it, yes, not ashamed. It is not stopping me from going to work or anything. It needs a better name than dermatillomania, mind, I am not putting up with that. Sounds like a wrestling event, or a b-movie.


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07 Dec 2007, 9:50 pm

Update, I have stopped scratching. I texted my friend, who is a behaviourist, and she ignored the text. Sending the text was attention seeking apparently, although I was sending it as more of a warning...Anyway, she got me to start writing down my thoughts and what makes me react badly. I am not ready to go online with that yet, but yesterday, day one of Speedy's journal, I wrote 9 pages. I actually feel better for it, it shed some of the thoughts that go round my head, and I found myself focusing on other things and less repetitive thought. Well, less thoughts to go over, anyway. Thank you for all the input here, I shall update if there is any change.


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