ToadOfSteel wrote:
...... One of my other fears is the fear of losing my mind. As a child, I was very prone to rather sudden outbursts of anger (in the finest of aspie traditions), and such losing of my control over my mind was very frustrating to myself. Because of that, I will not touch alcohol or any narcotic substances, and I had to have it on good authority from a physician (in person) before I would take a prescription... The only drug that is not covered in this list is caffeine, as I take a long time to fully wake up (and am particularly vulnerable to mental manipulation during this period), so I have to consume caffeine in order to expedite that process...
Also, as a child, I had a slight fear of toilets, and although I was able to use them, I still always flush with the lid down to this day.
I take a long time to wake up, and am also prone to mental manipulation. I'd rather work a night shift somewhere, if I could. If I don't have coffee at all during any point in the day, I'm in a "fog" all day.
I'm terrified of the dark, I always keep a light on at night. Men in general (i'v had some bad experiences in the past, so it isn't an 'innate" phobia). Elevators, but I'v gotten better at it over the years. Shadow people (i'm not the only person to have seen these, given them that name of my own accord and then later found out other people not only call them "shadow people" but have seen them also. It also seems to cross the NT/AS-AT lines. You can google them.)
Umm. Getting alzheimer's when i'm older. Getting older than 65-70 is scary too.
I can't think of anything else right now.