dosh wrote:
Sometimes I let letters sit for a week in front of my front door where they've landed as I can't bear to open them. The last 5 letters from my mother-in-law going back several years I have not opened. This is a bit of a problem with bills as sometimes I get several reminders before I pay. I don't understand what it is I fear.
That is so weird. Me too. I feel like I am being challenged. Like it is a one sided conversation that I cannot participate, I have to just take it. And I know I am going to have questions, concerns, arguments I wish to make. I am going to question every line, every point. And I am going to get upset because I will not be able to respond. And I cannot get an instant response right away.
Then of course, I worry about reactions to my concerns. It seems like an adverstion, an unpleasent and forced social contact I don't want to engage in. Like when the phone rings, who is it? And what are they going to say? What am I going to say in response.
Best,
Idaho Aspie
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