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i can't function in structured enviroment, every time i try to set some routine in my life i must break it >_< and i need it so much, i can't do lots of things i should without it, i always forget about everything i should do and do other things, completely spontanous. -_-
when i'll be rich i'll hire some guys make me precise day plan so i would have my time organised and i will know when i should do what and i'll have much more time and everything done YAY! for some reason i can't do it myself...

i'm so chaotic and impulsive i hate it >_<"

...If you can ( Officially , anyhow . ) give up sex , and at least give the impression of being fairly religious , have you considered a monastery ?
There's different kinds , from " prayer/fasting " isolated ones , to more " do a job " ones , even " out in the world " ones kind of like being a social worker/similar .

i can give up sex. and god isnt too hot on my list right now so i was thinking prison baby

...Well , yeah , but , seriously , I don't think " paying to be in prison " is viabvle , but , I think , maybe , getting into a monastery might be .
How would you look in a robe , and sandals , and either a shaved , or quite closely/crew-cut , haircut ?????????
Or , for a more " in the world " monastery , an " assistant professor/grad student " look , sorta sloppyish , short , hiar , jeans...Maybe really clunky , " old man "-type shoes , not sandals . Traditional sneakers , like Keds or Convese , say ?????????
I've thought about monasteries a lot - Actually , I've fantasized in such a way that , uumm , perhaps , technically , I shouldn't say what these fantasies involve in a public forum , and they'd violate the supposed nature of being in a monastery anyway ( Obviously , that's a pretty strong hint as to what I'm referring to ! !! !! !! !! ) .
Have you thought about the military branches not likely to get you sent to be shot at in Iraq ? The Navy , or Air Force ? Coast Guard ? I've fantasized on them , too...( The seafaring ones , anyhow...naah , th' AF , too...) I see that Military.Com advertises in WP , presun\mably someone at that site - Which I believe is independent of the US military but , obviously , is very much connected to it/in favor of it thinks Aspies are prime camo people ! !! !! !! !!
Or , maybe it's an Aspie who wants to sent some advertising $ WP's way , but...
I guess that , with trhe US military tending to need so many people ( In trying to stay a volunteer force while the Iraq war goes on . ) is , frankly , less picky than it has been in most of modern times...Ggeeessshh , I could convince myself ! !! !! !! !!

i do like structure. i absolutely hate change. i am much better at accepting change than i used too though. but i stil dont like it much.
wouldnt like prisen though. it is a huge change if you think about it. i would miss my family and friends to much and i would need my bed and all of my things!! !!.

I like having a routine, but it has to be self-imposed. I know I would hate prison, LOL. The way I cope with life is by giving myself as much structure as I need, such as going to the same burger place after a certain class every week, doing the same thing every Sunday, etc.

But it sounds like you want somebody else to come up with the structure for you? I don't know what to tell you but I hope you find a place that suits you.

I hope you are joking about this prison business. To my knowledge, it would be illegal for them to allow anyone to remain in them who has not be sentenced by the courts. They aren't boarding houses.