PhoenixKitten wrote:
Lol, no idea WHAT that was all about, but I think (correct me all you pedants!
) that in short, SAD (LOL I JUST REALISED IT IS WRITTEN AS SAD!
) most commonly makes you depressed in the 'gloomy' seasons... Generally people pick up in the Summer.
Whether anyone 'likes' me here or not is of no concern to me, what is more important is the state of Sarcastic_Name and how you are dealing with this. You say you want to grow up, you won't do it by trying to arrange your environment to suit you (Unless you're filthy rich, and then the worse for you) or trying to manipulate people into supporting you. People will support you if you let them, sooner or later you will have to go into Life, maybe into a Job, unless you are planning to enter a Sheltered Worskshop making Coathangers, and you're to smart for that. You won't be able to arrange people around you in life insofar as to give them a warning, if you expect that then you will be disappointed.
If you want to freak out, shout, explode, then go ahead, leave some assembly instructions for your Mom so she can put you back together again afterwards, maybe thats what you need. I wish I could be there with you and hold your hand while you go through your crisis, but that's not my job.
Talk to a counsellor or Therapist. Believe me, it would be much easier for me to blow Sunshine up your ass but I'd be rather be rootin' for you on the sideline, cheering you on and see you making it. But you ain't going to enrol me into your 'I'm warning everybody to tread carfully because I may explode and say somethign nasty' game. I've seen that too often.
I've said all that I want to say on this. The rest of you p*****s, including NeantHumain, take a powder.....,
'You got to cry without weeping..Talk without speaking..Scream without raising your voice....Singing Ha la la La De Day....
Cath