Ana54 wrote:
I think it makes me more comfortable being a layabout, but it also depressed me, making me feel like an Aspie layabout like some others here. That and the stories of people who are ding stuff like going to school but are suicidal and depressed and self-harming. I also picked up some Aspie traits from people here because I pick up traits from people when there isn't anything better to do.
I'm one of those people who are going to school and suicidal and depressed and was self harming before my therapist figured it out. I sometimes wish I could just stop pretending I'm normal and just be myself without the constant pressure I feel every freaking day. I feel like I'm under a microscope, wondering if I did something wrong every minute of my day. I hate my life sometimes/most of the time.