hakemon wrote:
Ok, I love going to work, I love going to stores, all by myself.
But when my car needs gas, I HATE going to the gas station. I feel like people are watching me and studying me, for some reason. I also feel very uncomfortable standing there with my license plate down, with the gas pump in the tank.
But why not nervous of everything else?
What came to mind after I read your post was this...
Could it be that you are in a vulnerable position at that time?
I mean... you are stopped at this gas station, your car is turned off and hooked up to the hose from the gas pump, you are standing out in the wide open area of the gas station, and strange people are coming and going.
You don't get to choose who these people are, as in, when you go to a certain store or a certain part of a town, or a certain building, sometimes you know the kind of people or maybe the actual people you are going to encounter.
At a gas station, people from all walks of life will drop in there.
There may also be that expectation of needing to hurry up and leave because someone might be waiting on your pump.
Also, from my own ignorance, I have always felt like Florida has quite a bit of random violence on the roads, so the gas stations could be like an extension of that fear to me perhaps.
I have never been to Florida so like I said, my ignorance is showing here.
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