What are your fears/phobias?

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1.) Loneliness - This is my biggest fear of all. I dread to think, in 10 years time, I still have nobody I can care for and love unconditionally.
It genuinely hurts me inside to even imagine it.

2.) Needles - This is a biggie. I really dislike needles and jabs. I do not trust them at all. When in hospital with an appendicitis, I had a reaction from bacteria that was on one of the needles. The hospital was totally filthy, and it made me very unwell.
I was also pinned down and forced into having several injections against my will.

3.) Spiders - I'm terrified, but I get a strange satisfaction from killing them. Strange.

4.) Weakness - I'm very dominating, and HAVE to be in control. Thus, I dislike being weak. I'm trying to become as strong (Mentally and physically) as possible.

5.) People - I feel that certain people are very judgemental

Apart from that, nothing.

unpleasant social situations
insects
any kind of unpleasant touch or stimuli
losing teeth and dentists
speaking in public
motor neurone disease
claustrophobia
humiliation
snakes
cutting my feet or standing on glass
being arrested
being stabbed
torture

People I care about dying, wasps, thunderstorms and soup. I know the last one is ridiculous, but I have real issues with most soups. Being covered in cold soup is a recurring nightmare for me.

Oh - one more fear I've got: bells. The type at school, I HATE them. I've always have hated them. When I see one anywhere, I stare at it in fear and just can't draw my attention away from it. I'm always afraid it might ring suddenly and make me jump. Sometimes bells do ring in public places for no reason (not because of a fire practice thing, just a ring what lasts about 5 seconds then stops.)