macushla wrote:
If I understand what everyone here is saying, only a small number of us here enjoy music enough to make it ourselves.
The rest of the people here make no attempt to actually make music.
They only use the music other people make
and they use it as a noise to block out the world.
I don't see it that way at all. I really enjoy my music.
"My" meaning the music I enjoy. I have no interest in making music. I'd rather listen to it. I suppose if no one was making the music I enjoy, then I would have an interest in making it, but only so there'd be something I could enjoy listening to. As I am fortunate that there are musicians making the music I enjoy already, I do not make it.
I really like listening to my music at a high enough volume to feel it vibrating my internal organs. The music I enjoy is electronic, bass-heavy, and highly repetitive. High frequencies vibrating my internal organs I can do without. Currently, the music I most enjoy is not available to me at these volumes because A) I cannot afford a 30,000 watt sound system, and/or B) nobody in my area with such a system is playing it. So I'm teaching myself to DJ so I can hear it on such a system.
Mostly though, I enjoy listening to music while I am doing what I enjoy the most, which is making visual art. This may have something to do with my synesthesia - seeing sound as shapes. Too, I enjoy listening to it at other times. Most other times, actually. I find it very calming. Perhaps it could be considered a stim. It keeps me focused when I'm driving, and helps me sleep when I really need it.
I guess I could safely say music is a primary obsession for me.