The worst thing a bully has done to you

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greetings all,

i am feeling what you are saying and i understand the concepts of what being bullied is about, however don't know what you feel.

when i was younger, i was a little heavy set... i wore huskys, those close to my age remember them...

there was a boy that everyday at recess made fun of me, said all kinds of bad things to me. was so scared to go out side...

it eventually passed only after i begged him to stop, the funny thing he was as big as me!

life moved on.. that boy ended up marrying my aunt.... he is about 350lbs.... which is fine, i am 170lbs.... which is fine.. karma... he can't look me in the eyes.... i forgave him...

with peace,

JanusOne

ive been bullied all my life, from primary school to high school i was bullied by my entire class mercilessly, and in college (thats the british thing for the place you go before university) i was bullied by the WORST guy (from my primary school as well in the same year, so this is like a worse revisit).

apart from the girl that used to pick me up by the collar and threaten me.

basically every other day he used to tell me to just kill myself, he told me how great the world would be without me, i had one week off and he went on and on about how great it was and that i should just stop turning up or better yet if i could just hang myself. i had trouble speaking (stuttering a fair bit whenever i think about what i want to say, so most of the time) so he'd tare me apart for that, he used to call me a downy, he used to rub my arm and sometimes my leg, he said loudly that i was a nazi, a KKK member, an ISIS supporter, and another time a pedophile, every time the ice cream truck came along he'd say "well sean thats your cue isnt it".


so yeah, take your pick.

Use my family against me

I have a delusion that most people are evil because of my experiences, and I really want someone to prove it wrong.

Worst thing a bully has done to me?

He ran for president...this election cycle...and it's depressing.

This girl in High School would follow me around and she would criticize things that I did, invaded my personal space and pushed me a few times. Then if she saw me talk to someone else she would cut me off and talk to them and would sometimes make up things about that weren't true and turn people against me. She would gaslight me too because she would suddenly go from either acting like my best friend, ignoring me, treating me like a child or acting abrasive towards me. She would also do things like sit on my book bag and then when I looked she would get up real fast and walk away. She acted nice to me in front of the teachers though and was friendly with them so they didn't really take what I said seriously.

The worst I've ever had done was a bully telling me he was going to bring a gun in and shoot me. It terrified me as a kid because I didn't want to go to school the next day. I told my mom this, and she asked me why I didn't want to go. So, I told her. She called up the principle, but he didn't do anything except of my mom and me come in with the kid and his mom. :/

Lots of people remind me of different bullies. I've come to believe every healthy human, deep inside, knows instictively that bullying is really the way to go and any and every form of weakness deserves nothing but contempt. It may be a bit concealed by social graces, but it's there and only weak and pathetic individuals like me seem to lack it, not out of any noble inclination, of course, but of pure cowardice, because we know the day justice is served according to the law of the jungle, we'll die in the horrible pain our weakness will rightfully earn us.

Bullies sowed the seeds for me to begin to understand this many years later. In a way, this is the worst thing they did to me, but it can just as well be argued to be the best, as facts don't go away just because they're ignored.