hartzofspace wrote:
scubasteve wrote:
Also, for what it's worth, all three of the mental health professionals I spoke to about DSPS told me basically they don't believe it exists.
Don't you just love when so- called mental health "professionals" decree that something exists?
I find it infuriating! They just ought to suffer from it for awhile.
This DSPS really wrecked my health and my social life, back when I had a job. I was always tired. Worse, I now have CFIDS. So, while I can fall asleep, I can't stay asleep. Meaning that I wake in about 4 or 5 hours, groggy but unable to sleep deeply. So, no matter how much I sleep, I am basically still exhausted.
It seems a lot of people will say it's just a matter of discipline getting to bed on time. Forcing myself to lay in bed for hours at a time when I just can't sleep is torture though. Just doesn't work, period. I have to at least read in bed. Also, professionals will insist that getting exercise will help but that doesn't seem to be the case for me unless I make myself ridiculously exhausted which just isn't possible every single day.
I really have only two choices in life. Either sleep in and feel rested (and be considered lazy) or force myself to rise early every day and maybe after three days or more days of sleep deprivation I will finally crash early, like right after dinner, one night. I might feel rested for one day and the whole process repeats. When I work I tend to be tired and irritable, on the verge of feeling suicidal, All THE FREAKING TIME, and then even time to sleep in on the weekend isn't enough to fully recover before the next week starts.