Don't Realize My Own Behavior

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I seem to do better online but in real life OP have no social filter so I am saying things lot of people wouldn't normally say but luckily I make everyone laugh.

And I get totally unaware of my surroundings I don't even know it. I even miss out on cues and don't even know it and then I have no memory of the situation. It's like amnesia.

I wasn't even aware I didn't like unexpected hugs until my mom told me and I didn't even know my body got stiff until my husband told me. That only happens when it's unexpected.

I don't even realize how different I think until I am reading how others think or get told what people can think and I am wondering why would they think that.

I've been told I process information differently and I don't know when I am doing it.

And there is my husband telling me I have strange views and saying I expect everyone to be like me and think like me. I tell him I would be expecting everyone to like the same movies I like or the same TV shows if that were true. I don't know why he says that. My mom says everyone has strange views and it seems that way to everyone because we're all different.

I have noticed I tend to eat the same foods but yet whatever is cooked and handed to me, I eat it. Same as if we go out. I do it because I find it easier than spending three hours in the grocery store pushing a cart deciding what to buy. As a child I always ate the same foods in fast foods and buffets and sit downs. I am not sure why I did that, I just did. My brothers were like that too with fast food.

I don't really pay that much attention to myself. I just live my life. I feel normal most of the time. I know I keep using skills I have learned over the years and I don't really care what people think.