I may have asked a question that I can not answer myself.
I am always concerned about doing everything on time. For example, I have to leave for work on time, I need to put the kids to bed on time, I need to pay the bills on time. I am always concerned about not being late to appointments.
I think that I perceive time by who I am with. I could be wrong. For example, I have time with my wife, my sons,and my friends at work. I have a strong need to be near my wife and family at all times. If I spend too much time alone, I feel disconnected with my body and emotions. It drives me crazy.
Many people on this forum seem to be able to perceive time in a way that I can not as an NT person. In addition, so many of the people seem so much more intelligent than me. The guy who wrote the following is probably two times smarter than me:
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I've spent too many brain cycles pondering the nature of time so mine is sort of twisted up. First, most of what people call time is more a psychological than a physical one. Past and future are treated as real, when in reality they don't exist at all. That said, if I were to describe how I perceive time psychologically, I would have to say it depends on how I am communicating. If someone asks me how long until I arrive, I can perform a calculation and be fairly accurate. If I am doing something like drawing, or working out really hard, time seems to fade into the background. If I retreat into what I have come to call my ASD Mind (disconnected from verbal processing), time goes away completely.
Your perception of time is probably the oddest and nonsensical one, no offense. It seems very very strange that your whole life and time revolve around people.
As for me, my time is very linear. Past is things that have happened, present is what is happening now, and the future is something yet perceived.