Heidi80 wrote:
Pacing, like fllipping my hands, was an aspie trait I got bullied for when I was young. So I tried to stop both behaviors. Now I mostly pace when I'm home alone, especially if I'm stressed or thinking.
Wow, people can be so cruel about anything that's different from the norm, even when it hurts no one.
I've paced since I was 5 years old but I somehow knew that it was unusual and never let anyone see me do it. My grandmother almost caught me when I was 10 years old and she walked in on me and I sat down in a hurry so she wouldn't see me pacing. She was like, "What are you doing? Why did you just sit down like that?" I lied and insisted I wasn't doing anything.
I still do it a lot whenever I'm excited, bored, daydreaming, or listening to music. If I'm over someone's house for a long time, I excuse myself and go in the restroom to pace in private.
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