I'm obsessed with buses, but even just getting a job where I have to get on my favourite bus will make me happy. The job I have now is local and is in perfect walking distance. Most people would call that handy, but I want to get a job where I'd have to get on my favourite bus every day. But I can't tell anyone that because nobody in the world will understand. They just scoff and go, ''we all would like to pursue our interests, but jobs get in the way, that's life.'' But it's easy for NTs to say because the way they view their interests is different to me. I have a hard time accepting myself and the way I am, and one of the only things that keep me going on this planet is my special interest. I am so desperately depressed and lonely, facing a lot of rejection from colleagues at work, and getting on the bus to get to and from work will make me feel more happy.
It's not fair.
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