ZanneMarie wrote:
A) Food just flat grosses me out. I don't want to touch or look it and most of it is bizarre in my mouth. I absolutely won't eat it if I have to touch it so forget preparing it.
B) I want to write all the time. All the time. This means that I will do it for hours and days on end. I used to be really bad and not sleep or eat for days, but I've since learned how to stop writing and come back to it without losing the story. Still, once I'm going, I won't quit unless something stops me and hunger won't. I don't hear, see or feel anything around me when I write. I'm in that zone where nothing else exists except what's in my head. Food completely irritates me in those scenarios because it means I have to stop.
My husband is good at putting it in front of me and telling me to eat. He makes sure I don't starve. At least once it's cooked and no longer resembles food I am okay with it.
I can relate to this! I don't like food that resembles food. Chicken fingers, delicious. Chicken as a naked bird?? Ew! Also, I can't stand the sight, smell, or touch of food cold, even if I like it hot. Like, I love spaghetti, but I need to wear a respirator or hold my breathe to open the sauce cold out of the fridge.
Eating annoys me most when i'm painting. I try to be in the studio 8 hours a day, so I typically get rudely interrupted by hunger at least twice. Luckily I can't ignore my hunger too long so I usually do eat. I just do it with a grudge to my anjnoying body which always needs to eat and go to the bathroom when i'm busy.
Likewise, my parents make sure I'm fed properly. Living at home is nice so I don't have to eat macaroni and cheese for every meal just to avoid touching and smelling gross things. Eventually I hope to marry someone who cooks. Sometimes I wonder how I'll convince my children to eat properly when I don't, but I suppose that's something to worry about when it actually happens.
I really wish there was a food pill!