b_edward wrote:
I consider myself "mild" Aspergers because I feel vastly different from "normal" people, but I don't feel as Asperger(ish) as many people on this forum. (based on my own probably-flawed perceptions)
Lately my special interest is Aspergers and ASD. I am thinking about it, researching it, writing little essays to myself about it that I probably will never show anyone, from sun up to sun down, including when I should be doing other things like earning my wage or fixing things in the house. As a tangent I also obsess over interactions, and fairness or unfairness when it comes to dominant personalities vs passive personalities, and extroverts vs introverts -- how and why interactions are the way they are, and how society rewards or punishes people's different ways of being.
I've been browsing forums, browsing posts from people who think Aspergers and ASD (and sometimes even Autism) are fake -- trying to get inside their heads and see if I can understand it, as well as see if I can find something I could tell them to change their mind. (And please, don't give me the cliche lecture about "you shouldn't worry about it" -- I will just ignore you. )
Every time I walk through the corridors at work, I look at people I pass and think, I wonder who here has it AS. I wonder who has it and doesn't want to know or acknowledge it.
So, clearly it is my "special interest" although I'm not sure I want it to be. But -- if I think I can handle it, I want to go to school to be a psychologist so I can make use of this interest.
How many others have had this be their special interest?
Sounds to me you are simply a natural born psychologist. And potentially a very good one too.