Self-diagnosed and incorrect

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It's called the Aspire Center for Learning. They say on their website that they specialize in adult women with ASD. This is one of the only places I've found that does. I think I found one in Michigan and one in Colorado, but NY is easiest for me.

http://www.aspirecenterforlearning.com/

I definitely have some features that match the spectrum, but I did not think I would qualify for a diagnosis because I am hyperperceptive to social behavior, not insensitive to it. I do notice that some self-diagnosed people seem to go into great detail that involves self-awareness and behavioral analysis that would seem to exclude an Asperger's diagnosis. I do not mean that people with Asperger's cannot be incredibly bright and improve their social understanding, but I thought a defining feature of it was not being able to be so incredibly self-aware and expressive. That's where I think the depression/low self-esteem diagnosis comes in. I'd gotten diagnosed with atypical ADD, but testing revealved I had more of it than ASD traits but not much.

I recently underwent testing, they said no ASD even though I had features, but gave me the moderate anxiety/depression combined with high intelligence leading to low self esteem/negative thought patterns diagnosis. I was not surprised. I think I have very low interest and social anxiety that has always been a part of my life/personality such that I don't know anything different, so I don't feel overcome by anxiety/depression. As a result, and because I analyze things so much, I couldn't relate to most people and developed weird behaviors to calm myself down, which resemble ASD traits. I really don't know what to do next though. My biggest thing was the stimming I did as a child, which I mentioned in another thread when I found someone who described stimming very similar to mine. I have never seen similar behavior in anyone else, so I was amazed to find the thread. My mom found it extremely embarrassing at the time and has never gotten over it, and has always viewed me as having a mental dysfunction. I haven't told her about the results yet because I know she will argue. The stimming always led me to believe I was on the spectrum, but all the professionals I've seen have dismissed it, not really asked me to show them what I did, and have said it could have been anxiety.

ETA: And all of this is a spectrum with imprecise labels, anyway. People don't give enough acknowledgement to neurodiversity and the fact that who is "normal" changes with the culture and social structure.

yeaah as you said lots of conditions(?) have symptoms that resemble each other, just some examples, anxiety, giftedness, adhd, social anxiety, highly-sensitivity can all resemble aspergers. it's very hard sometimes to tell one thing from another. Even because they may co-occur.
what do you mean by hypersensitive to social behavior?

That sounds like social anxiety rather than social perception.