mine is not knowing what ill miss out on next. will it be watching my little siblings graduate because of the noise? will it be them getting married ?or driving a car? or even dating? ive missed out on so much because i couldnt even walk into a room wiht out being deafened blinded and suffocated. i hate it. and on top of that sometimes i cant even SPEAK because there is too much going on around me so i cant explain to any one whats wrong. i wan to be able to eat wiht my friends in collage and go to parties and go to normal classes. but really who is ever quiet in school>