Romofan wrote:
It's something to do with how I process words, both spoken and written.
Something just always feels unnatural to me, no matter how I'm used to it.
This really resonates with me! I find reading to be uncertain and difficult. Words sometimes seem to float away from my eyes, eluding me like I was trying to eat soup with a fork. Slogging through a paragraph of text can be frustrating on a bad day.
In my case, it gets weirder.
In a fundamental like sense, words to me are basically strings of arranged letters/symbol/'shapes' to make meanings out of it.
While sentences are mainly fragmented floating words in certain orders in order to make different meanings out of it.
It's like... I had a mental version of muscle memory that is constantly overworked and read everything rather reflexively skims and miss a lot. Unless I slow down and do it painfully.
My written and visual 'English' is overworked, strained.
.. While my written native language is similarly feels like I had to slog through at every word per word, per sentence and per paragraphs of texts.
I cannot skim through my written native language.
I may not able to keep up if every discussions here are written in my native language.
I could easily read the same sentences and words in a paragraph, and get several interpretations and find missed details each time I've read it.
Meaning odds I read something once, I have to do it again or do it again later just to be sure that I may be reading it right.