I can be very emotional, literally sobbing and wailing, but still people don't understand what I'm feeling. I've had the most harrowing year(+) of my life and I've been sobbing and wailing almost daily, and still no one takes me seriously, not my therapist or my psychiatrist nor the people around me or even the ones close to me, except my sister. I don't really understand it. I guess they think I'm being dramatic, or doing it on purpose? Or sometimes I'm trying to be polite and not such a burden, and then they think at those times that I am actually fine? I don't even know.