Math used to be one of my best subjects, but then since I started high school it has turned into my worst. The reason is teachers, I guess. I am really bad at memorizing, so the only things I really learned were the really basic stuff. Yet I usually got all or almost all correct answers at tests. I couldn’t remember the right formulas and all that, so I figured out how to solve the problems during the tests instead. My teacher figured that since I got the answers right, everything was fine. Somehow, I was better at math in practise than in theory, despite math consisting entirely of theory.
But now, I have another teacher who doesn't think like that at all. I have not only solved the problem, but do it in his way. He's also much worse at explaining, he just tells us how to solve problems, but he can't explain the logic behind it, which is what I have always needed to understand something. And when I ask "why" people around me just get annoyed, telling me to shut up and accept it, and my teacher says that's just how it is.
And so math is now one of the two subjects that I totally fail in. I feel a little sad about it. Even though I never really liked math that much to begin with, I still liked to be good at something.