Two nightmares

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lol, #1 could be kinda like terry pratchett's discworld. Everyone travels around the world alone, except once a year when everyone meets in one place for the 'big bang', before heading on their way again

scenario 1 is like what is my life now.
i like my life.

scenario 2 is obviously unsustainable for even NT's.

i would vaporize anyone who did not heed that i needed solitude.

people that aggressively (and unduly) seek my attention are like parasites.

they bleed me of energy, and interrupt me and cause me angst, and they should be scratched off like fleas.

so to be buried in a terminal sea of attentive faces would be like being buried alive.

my worst imagination is that i wake up having been buried in a coffin.

i can not even have the room to bang my hands on the lid, and if i did , no one would ever hear me anyway.
to be confined tightly is very scary to me.

it is like clods of clay pressing on me when lots of people want to know me.

so i would like to be the only human on earth (#1), but still have animals to care for and be with.

#1 would be very nice because I could look for something to do and there would be no one who could interrupt me or make me do something. It would not matter that there was no one because if everything stays the same I will still have enough food, because I will buy baked beans in cans.

#1 would be very nice because I could look for something to do and there would be no one who could interrupt me or make me do something. It would not matter that there was no one because if everything stays the same I will still have enough food, because I will buy baked beans in cans.