frag wrote:
I was told I could die if I tried it again. Last time I had to go to hosp with really intense fevers and they couldn't even measure my BP because it was too low.
I take Luvox now and it did pull me out of the hole so I'm quite fortunate anyway, plus it works for some of my anxiety. However I still have mood swings and my head is rather noisy.
But I'm glad still it works for some things.
Wow!
Under those conditions... yeah, maybe not. Glad you found something that helps you.
They say meditation helps against the noise. I've tried a little bit. But found mostly that if I imagine someone I love to be near it makes me happy and calms me down. I could spend forever doing that. I could quite perfect it but would probably totally get lost in la-la-land and start hearing voices...
I don't think that's what they mean by meditation...
Mood swings... if they are not disabling you.... sometimes I'm thinking the sky and the ocean are different all the time, too. Our workoholic society just demands us to work like machines, but maybe it's not in our nature to be.