mmonroe wrote:
I've always walked very fast, even as a child. Now it's difficult for anyone to keep up with me if I walk at my normal pace, so I am usually expected to control myself, therefore, feeling like a caged animal when walking with others. When I worked at Stanford, one of my colleagues told me that I sounded like an army coming down the hallway. It was funny at the time, because I'm a tall but slim person, so I then learned that I walk with a purpose. Now, when my Mom hears me coming from a distance, she refers to my footsteps as the "Stanford walk" and we always get a chuckle out of it.
I tend to swerve as I walk and I am most comfortable when looking at the ground. I never understood why. I figured I was trying to avoid tripping over cracks in the pavement...or trying to avoid falling into any holes that may suddenly appear! I also can't stand still, so I always have to rock back and forth when I'm talking to someone or I feel the need to lean on something. And I always have to carry my bag and a Starbucks cup (even when it's empty) as a 'security blanket'. It's really interesting that I never thought about these things possibly being connected to all of my other "quirks".
I'm not officially diagnosed, but I just started researching AS and it explains so much. I LOVE THIS SITE!! ! Thank you to everyone for all of the helpful information.
I always try to carry a cup or a bottle, and I tend to look at the ground as well. I find it hard to describe my actual gait, possibly just slightly stilted at times.
I also bump into walls and things constantly, and it doesn't help that I am so tall and live in a very cramped house.
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