What was the most unhealthy things you've obsessed over...?

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17 Aug 2012, 5:17 am

Gaming & internet, that's pretty much all I do,


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17 Aug 2012, 10:22 am

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I used to be quite obsessed with watching documentaries about murders on the TV, I don't think that was very healthy.

The Holocaust used to be one of my special interests, that was depressing and unhealthy but I've tried to turn it into a positive - I know a lot and can tell people about it if it comes up in conversation and it's an important subject that people should know about.


After learning about the Holocaust in the 6th grade (I was 11 or 12 years old) I also started reading Holocaust memoirs, biographies, eyewitness accounts, etc. Threw what little faith in humanity I had left right out the window. :(


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17 Aug 2012, 10:26 am

-getting drunk and high
-guys
-death
-crime stories
-public speaking (fear)
-looks (low self-esteem)
-sometimes I get obsessed over a time with certain games and websites, like this one for example which leads the obsession to being unhealthy
-suicide
-perfection
-weight



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17 Aug 2012, 6:22 pm

People (when I used to be sick in the head )


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17 Aug 2012, 6:44 pm

Various illnesses, and I'm a hypochondriac. I read book after book on different diseases, worried that I might have one. Definitely not healthy for me, and I know it, but I do it anyhow.


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17 Aug 2012, 7:01 pm

I had a pretty big obsession with transsexualism, alternate sexual identities etc. back in middle school. I actually still find it fascinating, but it's definitely decreased in intensity. There's nothing intrinsically wrong with said obsession, but I always cringe a bit when I remember going on about it to people who likely weren't interested.

I also had a longterm, fairly intense infatuation with a person, but I tend to think of romantic/sexual longing as being distinct from special interests.



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17 Aug 2012, 7:57 pm

I used to obsess over death and suicide when I was 18-20 yrs old. And then I got sent to the psych ward when I was 19 which was a mistake. After that disaster, I kept my suicide obsessions to myself. For the longest time, I didnt understand why people wanted me to live yet socially torment me while I lived.

Other sorta obsession. When I was little, I used to obsess over my scabs. I used to peel them and obsessive over the dent in my skin trying to soak up the flowing blood to leave a dent in my skin. I used to peel my scabs a lot unless they were big, Yes weird I know. I still peel my scabs sometimes. The one on my ankle is taking forever to heel cause of that.

I was obsessing over peeling, cutting my nails since I was 6 yrs old. Never could have long nails cause of that. My fingers nails have bleed so many times that I think Im desensitized to the pain in that area. I also cant hang nails and bits of skin hanging. So I yank them off and my fingers bleed. A couple of my nails have weird ugly dents in them cause I have a facination with cutting them.



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05 Sep 2012, 3:09 am

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Prions, internal parasites and religious martyrdom.

If you mean physical harm, when I was a kid I was obsessed with putting my hand in open flames. I don't know why.


I stuck my hand into a blender once.

I really didn't mean to hurt myself. I looked in at it spinning and it seemed that the center part of the blade wasn't turning at all so I reached in and touched it to see. As soon as I touched it, it kicked my finger into the blades.



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05 Sep 2012, 6:17 am

(Assuming by "unhealthy" you mean being 'too obsessed' with something), I say my unhealthy obsession would be Jewish celebrities.


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05 Sep 2012, 6:20 am

his name was John.


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05 Sep 2012, 6:54 am

Probably thermite.



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10 Sep 2012, 6:20 am

The most unhealthy obsession I had is with girls who I had crushed on while in middle school and high school. Those crushes didn't turn out well because I was almost in trouble with law enforcement because they reported me to them I was stalking and sexually harassing them.

I didn't clearly see anything wrong with it at the time. But a 10-day suspension while in 10th grade and being put in an alternative school while serving my 10 days made me realize that my behavior was wrong. I had to find a replacement one which is pocket billiards while suspended.


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10 Sep 2012, 9:57 am

Computer games. I can pretty much go through an entire day without food and water just stuck to my computer.



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10 Sep 2012, 10:41 am

The most unhealthy thing I have ever obsessed over was another Aspie who doesn't have any interest in befriending me. :(


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10 Sep 2012, 12:03 pm

suicide.