What is the first thing you ever did that was "autistic
haha! She didn't wake up. We were 3 or 4 at the time. I was slightly freaked out by the glassy whiteness, but it satisfied my curiosity and i went back to sleep. I don't think i ever told anyone about it until my teens or 20's. I'm 22 now.
i just remembered three other very early autistic behaviors:
In 3 year old preschool, we had a fire drill and instead of just going outside quickly they made us all put on plastic firehats and line up. I thought this was a stupid waste of time because if there was a real fire it would be unsafe to make everyone put on firehats first. I never said anything about it because I was shy.
Sometimes I would wake up very early before my parents and turn on the tv downstairs. It was so early that nothing was on yet except the channel with the brightly colored bars (cyan, magenta, yellow, red, lime green, blue, black, white) and the high pitched tone. I loved looking at this.
At age 2 and 3, i would sit and watch Bob Ross painting shows on TV for the entire half hour or hour. I vaguely remember this, but my mom told me about how she was shocked at my attention span. now i'm an artist.
I also knew from television that you shouldn't drink and drive, and i would tell my mom this when she drank coffee in the car. She'd say, "its just coffee Katie" but at 3 and 4 i didn't know the difference between alcoholic and non-alcoholic drinks. i just knew what the TV had told me.
My son does many similar things regarding rules and certain phrasing. But I understand though because although I have some OCD behaviors I was also considerd to have "poor insight" into part of it because I CAN find a reason for it and do not consider things like handwashing to be "silly". Like I know you are supposed to wash your hands before you touch food - so you should see me in the kitchen - if I grab something out of the fridge - I wash (it's a rule, right), if I grab a utensil out of the drawer - wash again - if I grab a pot, open a container, ect, ect. So on the surface that seems like typical OCD handwashing, but really there is a reason for it.
At age 2 and 3, i would sit and watch Bob Ross painting shows on TV for the entire half hour or hour. I vaguely remember this, but my mom told me about how she was shocked at my attention span. now i'm an artist.
OH MY GOD!! !! ! I ALSO woke up very early, and saw the start of the day! I ALSO watched a painting show(I forget his name, but he generally used a kind of knife like implement instead of a brush to put oil paint on with a kind of texture, and concentrated on landscapes and the like.), and one on health, and one on woodworking! Too bad they didn't have the math and language programs they do now. 8-( That was especially odd, because I went to bed so late. I wasn't crazy about the test pattern or the sound. The start of day broadcast with the flag, etc... was fine though.
It is shocking that your friend didn't wake up. Of course, I understood that at least I just look forward, and the eyes go all over during REM. She must have been AWFULLY deep in sleep, and you hit her at a time when she would be less likely to wake up. As I understand it, there are windows of perhaps 30 minutes where that is the case.
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i just remembered three other very early autistic behaviors:
In 3 year old preschool, we had a fire drill and instead of just going outside quickly they made us all put on plastic firehats and line up. I thought this was a stupid waste of time because if there was a real fire it would be unsafe to make everyone put on firehats first. I never said anything about it because I was shy.
Sometimes I would wake up very early before my parents and turn on the tv downstairs. It was so early that nothing was on yet except the channel with the brightly colored bars (cyan, magenta, yellow, red, lime green, blue, black, white) and the high pitched tone. I loved looking at this.
At age 2 and 3, i would sit and watch Bob Ross painting shows on TV for the entire half hour or hour. I vaguely remember this, but my mom told me about how she was shocked at my attention span. now i'm an artist.
i've done that to my friend(i was 8,she was 5).i freaked out during fire drills(now i just jump a little...and scream inwardly)we didnt do the hat thing, but we had to get in a single file line which takes forever with little kids. i'd yell"get in line!do you want to burn up and DIE?!get IN LIIIIIIIINE!! !"i was four when i did this.the thing with the bars was nice to look at...when the tv was muted(still is, but i HATE that sound!)i watched him too.my mom liked that it shut me up for a while(i asked endless questions constantly!! !)i draw, but dont consider myself an artist...friends say i could be though.but,alas,i prefer music.
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smooth walls. . .placing the palms of my hand on smooth walls, walls painted that sickly green in indoor swimming pools. oooh, thrills me down to my toes, and scares the daylights out of me.
I remember being up in the high Rocky Mountians with my family on a vacation. there was a beautiful slope covered with grass the same color as the sickly green walls of the indoor pool and I asked my father very seriously if I could please just walk down a little way in to the slope. .. I knew narvana or satori waited for me down there. . .where my hole being would feel like the palms of my hands on the sickly green wall.
My father discussed the impracticality of my walking even a little way into the miles of green slope and suggested that we do it another time. Now in my maturity, I do thank him for not just being all matcho and defying my need. I agreed with the practicality of not getting lost in the mountians and didn't walk down there.
Later in life, when I was ripped on about 30 hits of good acid (lysergic acid dyethylamide) , I wanted to do the same and my male companion said "And that's how they found her. . . stoned out of her head lost running down the sidewalk. . . " and I snapped out of my acid fueled autism immediately.
Hummm. . I always liked LSD.
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i'm very sensitive to tickling...
my family found out quick that they couldn't really tickle me w/o me accidently peeing on them... EVERY TIME.
still happens today, though i'm rarely tickled by anyone other than a significant other... even then, after about one experimentation; they're usually satisfied to stop when i say so!
in the security of a relationship (and a bathtub)... i have actually tested the depths of my sensitive tickling... i can be tickled up to 3 times consecutively and still somehow "empty" my bladder.
go figure lol
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Heh... I have a fire-drill story too. In first grade, we were told that if there was a fire, we should line up and go outside. If there was smoke, then we were supposed to crawl under it, where the air would be better. So when we had our fire drill, I reasoned, "Hmm, well, we're pretending there's a fire; and a fire makes smoke." So I crawled all the way outside the school.
I also used to run in circles repeatedly when I was a kid, and repeat phrases over and over.
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From the age of about... 2 and a half...? When I learned how to spell... up until the age of six, whenever someone would ask me my name, I would say then spell it out all in one breath...
and if they asked me how old I was, I would say "<insert age here>" and show them "how many" with my fingers promptly after. Always. Every time... If I remember well, those were some of the only times I could look at people with certainty, no shifty eyes or fidgeting...
Until I turned six and my mom told me I should stop doing that at McDonalds on my birthday (the other kids were laughing!), it somehow wasn't good (?)... I think she (they?) thought I was too old to be doing it? Wow... that's an old one.
I would repeat myself over and over again, and do third-person, like saying, "Emily wants a hug." instead of saying, "I want a hug." It was very sad. When I would repeat myself, I would usually say, "Emily wants a tale of Lion's Tale. Emily wants a tale of Lion's Tale." My Mom would start crying. Now all of that is gone, so I guess there's nothing to worry about.
This thread is bringing back so many memories for me... I used to stand on the headboard of my bed for hours at night gently bouncing up and down on my toes and stare out my window at this metal water-level thing in our front yard. I was was kind of obsessed with it and would always ask what it was for. My mom would get so frustrated because I could be doing it for hours so quietly and she would come in my room to check on me and "Tracy! GO TO BED!" I would pretend to go to bed and as soon as she left the room I would get right back up again until I was too tired to hold myself up.
Also I would play outside for afternoons at a time on my dad's Dodge Ram, I was in love with that truck (...Kind of like CockneyRebel and her Routemasters!! ) I would even talk to and pet the Ram's head (the hood ornament) And he would let me sit on his lap and help steer sometimes, I LOVED it.
i sleep with a tigger (not tiger) every night, i don't know how that is autistic, but i guess it is a trait i have seen with other aspies around here... it is ragged (the tigger) and i have had him for a almost 12 years, i am almost 13, it was my first toy that i didn't break, if i will ever lose it, it couldn't be replace, it is almost one of a kind, considering all hobbes (that is tigger's name) has been through...
I suggest that you should teach yourself how to mend things with needle and thread--you may need that skill when your tigger gets damaged.
(It's pretty easy. You can Google it.)
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when i was 4, tig's arm fell off, but my mom stitched it back on... i love my pal tigger
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