So Misunderstood wrote:
I also tend to attract covert narcissists, judgmental and proselytising people and bleeding hearts for lost causes.
Most times now, I just don't go out anywhere and whenever I have to, I am forever reminded about why it is that I prefer keeping to myself and remaining alone.
I also understand about that whole "Law of Attraction" thing and the adage of "that which you resist, persists" but I have honestly had enough of playing all of these stupid games with the Universe... <snip>....so why the Universe hasn't said "I was totally wrong about this one" and given up testing me and just leaving me alone already, I have no freaking idea!
I can relate to this, but I have reconciled with the nonsense of life.
I actually enjoy it, in my own way these days.
BTW:
You might be better off being an atheist. <shrug>
A lot more fun.