Wolfpup wrote:
psych wrote:
Probably OCD as I really am 'somewhere else' - that best describes me...
The thing is, I don't think that's anything to do with OCD-I think they got the definition totally wrong, or else I don't understand what it is (and maybe I was misdiagnosed?)
The article described me perfectly too as far as that part goes... "Although he appears inattentive, in reality, he has other issues that he is dealing with instead. For example, are his shoelaces tied the way he likes them? Is everything around him exactly where it belongs? How many dots are in that ceiling tile over his head? Did he ask the question that he wanted to in the right way? And so on. The list can be endless. But no matter what is on his list, it usually takes precedence over anything that is on your list."
I've often wondered if that's ocd or whether there's another name for it. And I've researched it but haven't come up with a satisfactory answer yet. There is a subtype of ocd called "pure-o" where you just have obsessive thinking patterns without the compulsive actions to go with it. I'm always obsessively thinking about whatever subject happens to be on my mind... obsessive in the sense that it's rarely what I want to be or should be thinking about (usually unrelated to what's actually going on around me) and I have very little control over it - my mind gets stuck on whatever subject it wants and I can't think about anything else. So I end up "unavailable", disconnected from the events and people around me because I'm living inside my head so much. And ocd is, by definition, disturbing or intrusive... my thoughts aren't negative or disturbing in and of themselves, just intrusive and disturbing in the sense that they eat up all my attention so I'm almost ignoring the people and things around me. I hate that. Is it ocd though? I'd love to find out if it's that or if there's some other name or explanation for it. Any thoughts anyone?
And as for this thread... I'm a combination of OCD (the way the article describes it at least), rules, and logic.