I do not like long walks. :(
I'm feeling a bit envious of you guys as you seem to love the outdoors. Well actually I love the outdoors, as long as I don't have to be in the sun, have soaked clothes, walking, dirty ground/air, walking through squishy stuff... or be sweaty. Unfortunately that rules out most of the "outdoors."
- I just feel stressed when I am far from places I am familiar with, especially when I don't know the area. This applies to any form of travel but on foot especially, because I feel so helpless in the middle of nowhere, with nothing to keep me anchored - because it's "between."
- maybe because I get headaches when I walk/run (my gait maybe? Wouldn't be quick to nail it as AS, but could be a factor).
- Sun - feel stressed when my body temperature rises. Honestly feels like it's out of control, sometimes as if I'm being attacked. Usually when you walk you have to be in the sun. So I don't like walking.
- The dirty thing is kinda generic paranoia I guess, could be solved by bringing a bottle of hand sanitiser everywhere I go but it's just easier if I don't go. No walking.
- I haaaaateeeeee squishy feelings with a passion. Makes me want to wriggle out of my skin in disgust. Walking --> stepping into mud --> aaahhh!
- Sweaty: I don't like the feel of sweat on my skin, or the smell of it, or the sensation of being dirty. This makes me very loath to exercise generally, which is very bad and I wish I weren't so bothered by it. For this one I've tried to pretend it's not there but I get pretty short tempered by the end of the walk and can't wait to get into the shower and stand there for an hour (if I can remember to: otherwise I'll just be grumpy and alone for the rest of the night).
So yeah.
Wish I liked long walks, but actually I don't. :(
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- Liresse