Morgana wrote:
When I´m alone, I have conversations with myself in my head, and boy, am I ever an amazing conversationalist! Then I may go out into life, be distant and "out of it", stumble all over my words, etc. But, I do think all the years of enjoying my own mental conversation has paid off...sometimes I find myself in a real conversation, where, surprisingly enough, I can basically repeat word for word something I already thought about, so I can come across sounding halfway intelligent...(hopefully).
Yes, I do feel "normal" when alone, but then again, I feel "normal" most of the time; it´s just other people that seem to think I´m strange....
When I´m alone, I do more things like rocking or repetitive activities, because I´m alone and who cares?- but maybe someone watching this would interpret it as being less "normal".
I'm the same way.