Ever feel like your family don't care about your interests?

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I have been trying for 7 years to find a hobby/interest that my parents would approve of and that interests me. I have so many things I would like to do, for example, gardening (too messy they say), art (pointless apparently), or maybe even sewing (it's too hard for you). After I'm done with schoolwork, there is nothing to do. Every single day I sit in my room, listening to music till I fall asleep. When I wake up I make tea and drink it, then go back to sleep. I wish I could do something important, but there's nothing I'm allowed to do. This has been my life for a long time now. I need help. ;-;

My family still don't care about my interests. Now that there's been a clash of cultures in my family for 5 years to this month, my mum really doesn't care about my interests. There was one time three years ago that I brought a library book over to my parents place to read. It was a book on Berlin. My mum asked me what I was reading. I showed her the cover instead of just merely telling her. She said, "Berlin....Eww." She doesn't know anything about Germany because she's afraid of that country because her dad was stationed in England during WWII. I don't know if Covid is a curse or a blessing. We're certainly having a long break from each other. I still phone her at least three times a week, being the bigger person.

It depends on which interest. My brothers and dad have all dabbled in playing instruments over the years; my dad is a big car buff; my brother is pretty interested in history although not to the extent I am.

I don't want my family to care too much about my special interests.

And I don't want my family bugging about it -- to me, it'll feel more intrusive than caring or encouraging.
They may inquire or request or support via providing something useful, but nothing more than that.

I thank the fact that most of my special interests does not manifests verbally.

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The vast majority of the myriad interests I’ve had over the years, none of my family cares about (which I suppose is fair play since I don’t care about most of the interests they share). I get the nods and “uh-huh”s that clearly translate to “I’m only pretending to listen,” and sometimes even irritated sighs every time I start to talk, before I’ve even gotten a whole word out. I’ve learned to try to mostly keep my interests to myself.

I purposely don't talk about my interests. I know they aren't shared, and if there's no interest in the listener there's no joy in talking about a subject for me. I actually feel a little uncomfortable talking about them, even if I'm answering a question. I say 5 words, and some part of my mind is yelling at me to shut up about it, even though I'm carefully just answering a question. My wife was always nice about it back when I would monologue, but she just has no interest in my main ones. We share other interests, and I have a wide variety of things I can happily talk about with her, but my interests are not on the list. I'm okay with that.

The thing is that you have to live your own life and your interests are your pretty own game. Your partner later may care or fancy them but your family will most likely only notice them and treat them as your own thing that somehow belongs to you.

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They don't, which doesn't matter to me. I would much rather prefer I keep that stuff to myself.