Nightcry wrote:
I've thought people were watching me through hidden cameras or some such thing.
I even thought at one point that it may have been possible for them to place a movment tracker in my watch when it had the battery replaced.
Or that maybe they could place a chip in your brain that could let them see through your eyes.
It's weird and irrational but seems right in a twisted sort of way...
Maybe it's just the Aspie way of looking at all possibilitys.
Or maybe it's just paranoia... One of the two.
Yes, I definitely have delusional and paranoid ideas, similar to those quoted above. Once, when I had major surgery, I was convinced that the surgeon had implanted a micro chip in my body so that they could track me somehow. Often, I feel that my neighbors are observing me, and gathering info. When they have enough, they'll strike... Of course it doesn't help that once I was absolutely right about my neighbors. They had been eavesdropping on my calls to the crisis hotline, and one night I realized how thin the walls were, because I realized that they were repeating things that I had said, and mocking me. While I'm aware that some of my fears are far fetched, who's to say for sure which are valid and which aren't?
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16 Feb 2007, 3:07 pm
