Over analyzing stuff?
Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
Red and yellow then came to be,
reaching out to me, lets me see.
As below so above and beyond I imagine,
drawn beyond the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.
Over thinking, over analyzing,
separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must
feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.
Black then white are all I see in my infancy.
Red and yellow then came to be,
reaching out to me, lets me see.
There is so much more and it beckons me to look though to these,
infinite possibilities.
As below so above and beyond I imagine,
drawn outside the lines of reason.
Push the envelope. Watch it bend.
Over thinking, over analyzing,
separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition, leaving opportunities behind.
Feed my will to feel this moment, urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to embrace the random.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.
I embrace my desire to...
I embrace my desire to...
feel the rhythm,
to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow,
to feel inspired,
to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty,
to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral,
to swing on the spiral,
to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human.
With my feet upon the ground,
I move myself between the sounds and open wide to suck it in.
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up and reaching out.
I'm reaching for the random or whatever will bewilder me,
whatever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind,
we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Spiral out. Keep going.
Tool ~ Lateralus
I've been up all night pondering the flaws with first order logic...
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If it works, do it.
If it doesn't work, do something else.
~Courtney's Theme
Me with the College issue. BESIDES the threat aspect I upset the teacher by questioning her in Psychology alot.
So I think where did it go wrong?
She seemed nice/fine during pregnancy do hormones change enough to where the behavior was fine then all of a sudden post baby it's not?
Why was the questioning wrong?
How would I feel if I was in her shoes AKA the Psychology teacher? I'd focus on teaching you to the best of my ability!! !! !
IF given a chance to apologize what would I say?
How would I say it?
BEG on the ground at her feet could be an option!! No wait she'd think I was really crazy then!! !
Oh cry into her shoulder oh I'm so sorry! No another crazy option!
UH! Don't say anything act as if it didn't happen! BUT what if she was to pull me into her office and starts getting upset with me thinking I "blew it off"/don't care about what happen!
Tell her I have nightmares/laid in bed cried 3 months! No she'd say I needed help!
That's bad she already thought I needed a Psychological Evaluation BTW what does that mean?!
Also crossed the teacher student line what does that mean?
Should I mention this disorder Asperger's Syndrome?
Would she agree I had it/understand me better?
Would she label everything as that disorder or say I have another?
Would she listen and let me explain my side of the threat story?
Should I go back to her class or apologize to her at all?
So to answer your question yes I do overanalyze LOL!
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