ChatBrat wrote:
MissConstrue wrote:
I should've put that one down. I was in a resteraunt with my family, and started thinking of the time one of my sister's tried to kick this guy in the you know what but fell backwards on the slippery iced concrete. No she didn't seriously get hurt. It happened like a year ago and I couldn't stop thinking about it. I tried so hard to control my laughter but with no luck. My mom and sister asked if I was high on something. I told them I wasn't on anything. My sister's kids started laughing at me for laughing. My mom and sister however were pissed and wanted to leave the place. They weren't convinced that I wasn't high.

I've had experiences like that, too. People have looked at me like "What planet are YOU from?" and have asked if I was high or drunk LOL
What embarrasses me the most is when I laugh and cry at the same time. It's only happened a few times in my life, but those few times are enough for a lifetime.
I laugh and cry at the same time sometimes - luckily this is infrequent. It is pretty much an indescribable feeling. It is very overwhelming to say the least. I remember when I was in 3rd grade, my teacher used to call me sunshine rain. It occurs less frequently now that I am older. The feeling results from feeling two emotions at the same time. For example this occurs if I deeply understand an emotion or if I learn something incredible which makes me happy, but then I also feel sadness if what I have learned is disheartening. Or for example, I will laugh at something inappropriately, then feel sad for laughing inappropriately, then cry but continue laughing because I find it funny that I am sad for laughing and so on.... It may be my embodiment of frustration.
Frequently I just laugh inappropriately. I remember when i was little, my mom was on the phone telling my sister and i to be quiet and to quit laughing. Trying not to laugh made me laugh harder. Now sometimes when i am in a serious situation like a professional work meeting, i think on this and start laughing. Other times thoughts or visualizations run through my mind that i think are funny so I laugh out loud. If I look certain people in the eyes i laugh because I picture them comically. It is embarrassing, and when I try not to laugh, I must make awful facial expressions. I feel people looking at me when this happens. People have thought I was high or drunk before or that I was laughing at them, and i was not. I just laugh at "nothing" alot. It is awful. It usually occurs when there is a serious air, like in an intense conversation, a meeting, or during a quiet moment like while in church or during a moment of solemn silence. I find seriousness and nothingness to be funny.