Okay, I just need to ask: a related thing, but different.
While in conversations with other people, does anyone have the problem that they "think" the response to what the other person asked/said- but didn´t actually say it?
I´ve been noticing lately, that sometimes I get so introverted and inside my own head, that physically responding to people can be difficult. It´s as if my energy is way inside myself....and I hear the person´s voice as if from far away.....and I´ll think an answer/response, in my head, but not vocalize it. Sometimes I´ll think I answered them, until I hear them asking the question again, at which I realize I need to answer. Other times, I realize I didn´t actually say it, and in order to "come outside myself", it feels like I have to pull my energy, from deep within, to come out of myself and connect with my voice. Don´t know if I´m even making sense at all.....
Does anyone else have this?
This was so extreme with me today, that, when calling my Dad, I thought in my head "hello Dad" when the pone line connected....but hadn´t actually said it. It took energy to pull myself out of my introversion, to be able to speak.
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