When you were young, what did you want to be when u grow up?
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When I was little I would've told you I wanted to be a doctor. Today I will tell you I want to be a pediatric neurologist. Much has changed.
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Back when i was in 3rd grade, the teacher gave the class an assignment, it was a very simple one, Draw on a page what you want to be when you grow up. Everybody had their own dreams, one guy wanted to be a DJ, someone else wanted to be a doctor and another a firefighter. I on the other hand, well i didn't have a f*ckin clue. In the end the teacher even called my parents cause i "Refused" to do the work. in the end i ended up just drawing what my dad does for a living, Ive never let this down.
A few years before that i had a similar task given to me in art class. "Draw your most exciting dream". Of course, i couldn't do it. everybody else was blasting ahead on their dreams, while there i was, unable to figure it out. In the end the teacher gave me a suggestion and i went with it, i drew a picture of me Skydiving. Now to this day, the only dream i DO have, is my unrelentless need to go skydiving. (Funny thing is, this work was a drawing contest for the whole province i believe, and i somehow managed to win, i won a Tshirt and something else i forget)
Im now 23, i live by myself, and Ive had many many jobs ranging from computers, to woodworking, to a lot of other things, and even now, i don't have any ambition, i don't know what i want to do mainly cause Ive never really wanted to do anything.
Can anybody shed some light on this for me?
I seemed to often have that problem. I didn't know where to start with work, or I felt a question was too broad and I did not know how to approach it. Or if it was asking what are your hobbies, I felt embarrassed that I really wasn't into much, and the things I was into were too "geeky" so I was too afraid to write them down. So the teachers interpreted that as me not wanting to do my work.
But anyways to asnwer the question, I was always really into computers, even as a kid, but in terms of "what I wanted to be when I grew up" as a kid it was movie making. Then through middleschool and half of highschool it was to be a game designer. Now its to be realistic, what ever job I can get that I can stay in long enough (problems interfacing with the public).
Well my special interest between the ages of 4 to about 8, was the planets, so I remember saying back then I wanted to be a planetary scientist.
My biggest ambition which I've never given up (I still wish I could do it to this day, but I don't think I can anymore) is to become an airline pilot (because I'm mad about aircraft)
Then when I was 11/12, my special interest became 'Australia', and I said I was going to become a geologist and emigrate to Australia to do my work out there.
Right now, my ambition is to become a legal academic.
Charlie