ooOoOoOAnaOoOoOoo wrote:
The funny thing is, I was in such a state of rebellion, I didn't experiment with drugs in school. Many kids I went to school with smoked pot so to be unlike them, I stubbornly resisted it.
Funny...I also tend to stubbornly refuse to do things because others do them...
But my reasons for smoking pot in High School were different. Everybody thought I was very naive, and told me so all the time. I guess people also thought I was "straight laced" (which I wasn´t!) because I was so naive, literal -(i.e., I didn´t "get" things, and therefore wasn´t "cool")- socially immature, etc. My brother was into pot at the time, and when he offered me some, I guess I wanted to smoke it to prove to myself, more than anything, that I wasn´t the way people seemed to think I was. However, being a pot smoker didn´t change my image one iota! And aside from making me feel mellow, I didn´t really notice much effect from it anyway. (People say you notice more effects when you do it regularly, but that didn´t make a difference).
Oh, and people used to treat me like they thought I was asexual. Sometimes, if they spoke about sex, they would apologize to ME
, or warn me not to be offended. I wasn´t asexual or offended by sex, just naive and literal....oh well....sigh
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