wavefreak58 wrote:
Are you suggesting that curing thing like a mood disorder doesn't effect thought, perception and interpretation? How is no longer thinking of suicide not a change in thought? Or no longer believing bad things are impending a change in perception?
It seems to me that personality is not so easily separated into its own neat category.
Yes, but I have been in the position of being suicidal and then not being suicidal. Suicide is
what I think, just as "I don't want a cure" is what I think. Just as not being suicidal now is what I think. On the other hand, thinking of one subject, then associating to another and another and another, say a dozen or more during a conversation, saying one of the things that comes to mind and is - to me - topical, and seemingly changing the subject is
how I think. Or one way I think. I also find depressive thoughts to be egodystonic and anxiety-driven thoughts feel invasive and intrusive, not thoughts that are particular part of my own personality at all - just about as egodystonic as it gets. The shape and texture of my thoughts is something that feels utterly
normal to me. My perceptions feel normal, if sometimes uncomfortable. These aren't things that are imposed on me and altering my thoughts and behavior, they
are my thoughts and behavior.
I mean, I feel like we're comparing painting the walls in one's house to rearranging the house and replacing everything in the house as well as the house itself with not really exact duplicates. The former is basically how I experienced depression and anxiety and panic attacks lifting when they did. They left
me fundamentally unchanged. Learning that I was autistic has done far more to change and shape perceptions of myself than eliminating the depression. It is difficult for me to take something that has been a personal experience for me and lift it into the realm of abstract comparison.
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I do understand your concern, and even share it to a point. We know for certain that some types of brain injuries profoundly change a person's personality. A full 'rewire' of a brain, so to speak, seems more likely to have significant impact on personality. I'm disinclined to utilize some invasive procedure with potentially profound unintended consequences. But I don't reject possibilities out of hand either. And, as far a I know, much of the work on curing autism is not about rewiring the brain.
And how does one "cure" autism without changing things about how one's brain works? What about traits associated with autism? I am not trying to be difficult.
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