My interests are patterns and muscle memory related activities (drawing, piano, welding, etc) ; however I have never been able to hold a job. I can pass most aerospace manual tig tests right or left handed, fab from prints, repair casts and other various things; can't hold a job. Hell, I can't even get hired. Things at times feel to me so frivolous than I can't keep myself from needing solitude. I don't know what it is, medication doesn't help, it just sucks lol... If I could hold a job I would love to be a boilermaker, but it won't happen.
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