Annoying things people do to you because you have aspergers.

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I don't know if it was specifically because of aspergers, but my stepdad always used to say "he doesn't think 'A'", "he doesn't care about 'B'", etc. projecting his own negative opinions about me. Other times he'd tease me about various aspects of my appearance, or how I drank water strange, etc..

A friend lied and told me a girl was interested in me (I should have known better). Other friends insulted me and threw things at me for their amusement. A kid threw a basketball at my head making my vision go bright white and knocking me down, I fell at the feet of the gym instructor who stared at me and said nothing as I eventually staggered back up.

Yeah, those days sucked.

I feel your pain too and I have also felt that experiencing too much joy and happiness around NTs makes them stare at me with such disgust and anger. That makes me very angry and I stim for hours afterward.

So what if I want to express as much joy as I can despite the raging firey inferno going on inside of me that has nothing but anger and aggression. All I want to do is show the world but I can make an effort to be happy too. But sometimes I express too much happiness for some NTs and they get cruel and mean-spirited and they bully me because of it.

Perhaps I do express a childlike joy and I laugh because I'm desperately trying to dispel the anger inside of me so who cares? And why should I be bullied because of it?