I don't really know how to describe what I'm going through at the moment. I live in a constant state of anxiety, but sometimes it boils over into panic attacks. Sometimes there is no trigger, I can be asleep & wake up having one.
I'm having some tests with the doctor at the moment to find out if I have a problem such as Thyroid, as I'm having a lot of monthly cycles/gynecological issues too. I'm really not feeling very good at the moment, last week I went for 4 days with no sleep at all.
I've had 3 panic attacks today, one of which I was convinced my PC had crashed, of course it hadn't. Anything can set me off, certain events, even every day normal stuff such as having to load the washer or get dressed in the morning.
I'm also in terrible pain each month which really doesn't help, as I dread being 'on' even when I'm not.
I really want to do a computer course but I don't think I could handle it in this state all the time.
I also keep having this dream about a woman I used to know/hate who was a worker at an awful supported living place I used to live with. It's set in a post apocalyptic world where she always finds me & tells me s**t like god left us behind (I'm not religous in any way) and things like if I want to save humanity, then I must fight her to the death.
Crap lulz worthy s**t really, exept this is either physical, or part of my AS.
Anyone else have panic attacks & what do you do to stop them?