Am I hallucinating?

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Since January I have been very ill and I think maybe suffering from chronic stress. Amongst other symptoms ( gallactorrhea, chronic fatigue, insomnia, bruxism, paraesthesia, muscle spasms, and chronic constipation ) I have developed what seems like hallucinations to fluorescent colours. They are so bright they really really hurt my brain. I can't handle it and seeing them that actually made me vomit yesterday the stewards at the fair were wearing orange jackets. I asked my son and my brother if they thought the jackets were so bright, they said no. It is also accompanied by buzzing in my brain. This makes me believe that I'm hallucinating. I have never had this before in my life. I am scared to see fluorescent colours now. I'm also worse under artificial light, like on the tube or in the shopping precinct.

Well, a list of symptoms like that would be enough to give anyone chronic stress.

What medications are you taking? Have you checked their possible interactions or individual side-effects?

Darker sunnies might help with the colors...

Sleep deprivation alone will eventually cause hallucinations. Chronic stress is oxidative stress. You need to take high-dose antioxidants and allow sometime for yourself. I suffered from insomnia pretty bad last year, after going through a traumatic experience. Turns out I needed zinc, ascorbic acid, pantothenic acid, niacin to recover.

When we stress, it depletes our adrenals. Start looking into hypoadrenia. Also, check out Orthomolecular Therapy. Nutrients and patience + solidarity will likely cure you. When our brain's antioxidant system becomes compromised due to chronic stress and low supplies of nutrients, noradrenaline becomes oxidized producing adrenochrome in the brain.

Your stress is doing it to you.
Now there is the off chance the stress triggered some latent genetic predisposition towards schizophrenia, but I'm more apt to believe its the constant lack of sleep and freaking out about everything.
I've been there too. Seek help for anxiety, learn some breathing exercises, do yoga or something else to help ease it.

This will not go away without medication and or some serious dedication on your part in the wonderful art of chilling the heck out.
Everything you listed are all caused by stress from the teeth grinding to the constipation. Just promise us you'll get some help for yourself please, otherwise you are going to break physically and mentally.

Also fiber will help get rid of your constipation. Look on the nutrition facts on your food and it should list how much fibber is in that item of food.

Beans and veggies are good sources of fiber. Also some breads.

As for stress I'm working on that too and I know some good you tube links for meditation if you want them.

Look up migraines. All that visual stuff sounds like classic migraine. Either that or seizures. And in either case, get an appointment to see a neurologist as soon as you can.

Thanks for the advice guys. I will start on vitamins & minerals, and fibre to start with and see how I get on before I go to the doctors.

Pardon me for being somewhat alarmist, but much of what you're describing could also be caused by pressure on a specific area of the brain, brought on by a tumor. Fiber's not going to do much to offset that. See a doctor sooner rather than putting it off. Normally I'm not one to push doctors on anybody (they're only practicing after all), but this could be serious.

Go to a doctor.

Yes, this could be caused by stress; but it could also be caused by other stuff--including nasty stuff like adult onset epilepsy or crazy out of whack hormones--and you really need to get it checked out.

I wouldn't call what you're having "hallucinations". It seems more like really huge amount of visual sensitivity. Some patterns and colors can affect me in much the same way, though the effect is milder than what you describe. The problem isn't the visual sensitivity; it's that it's a recent change, and changes of that nature can be indicators of physical illness (or, yes, indicators of stress).

Antioxidants and fiber are all well and good, but once you're sick, preventative stuff is going to be too slow-and-steady to make much of a dent. Yeah, live healthy. Get rid of the stress. Obviously. But just like wearing a helmet won't heal a fractured skull, preventative health strategies aren't going to solve a health problem that's already there (though they will make treatment more effective by giving you more resources to work with).

This sounds like visual hypersensitivities. If you have recently changed your diet - what are your intakes of omega 3,6,9's like?
If the issue is recent and not something you have had your whole life as part of an ASD (sensory issues) then get it checked out.

Either way, after getting a clearance from your doctor, start taking flax seed oil capsules or lecithin in good quantities.
I was recently told these substance have a good effect on increased serotonin and other chemicals in the brain. when such are low, the kinds of sensory problems many of us experience with ASD's can be worsened. That is my experience. I still have visual and other sensitivities but at least they are a little easier to live with. I have recently begun taking flax sees again and it is good...reduces the things you describe.

But see a doctor first to get the more serious possibilities screened out.

Yeah see a doctor man.
It could be alot of things, I only said stress because it fit and you said you were experiencing it.

I'm sure its at least a component of it but your doc is better trained and equiped to figure it out for sure.

I mean it also sounds like when I was quiting smoking lol.

Strangers on the internet are not the people you should be asking. You should be asking your doctor; that way you can check it is not caused by any potentially serious condition and you may be given advice or medicine to stop these 'hallucinations' from happening.