riverotter wrote:
Aw, for a second there I thought you meant a discount on diagnoses. (Or possibly that you were discounting the validity of some people's diagnoses.)
I lovehate English.
Lovehate is a great word. I instantly understood what you menat by it.
I lovehate eye contact, I love making that connection with someone, but often also feel hyperaware and self conscious, and sometimes it feels way too intimate.
I'm not sure that's to do with my AS-ness though. It could be because I so often failed to fit in and got labelled a weirdo or a freak, so connecting with people is like a big event for me.
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