-JR wrote:
Argh mate, I've a different perspective here.
Perhaps you've a problem putting you're intelligence to good use? Not being applied, and being stuck in crap you want no part of can have this affect. Indulge in your interests my friend, take them as far as your mind will let you, and don't let ANYONE stop you. I only wish people wouldn't have distracted me so. I could have accomplished much more had I had free reign over my interests. As it were, people thought I was smart, and coaxed me into boring useless nothingness that had no meaning at all to me. Killed my spirit. Really did. Now, I'm on my own over here, and I'm doing projects, attempted a stirling engine (monumental failure, but fun as hell!) and built a solar collector, and collecting knowledge with no plans on stopping. Having money, time, and freedom has allowed me to break out of monotony that had once crushed my soul, this monotony of school... Argh, I hated the place so. Loved learning, reading, discovery, but all the pointless things had to get in the way of the real fun of understanding the world and the way things work.
That's not it at all. There is no school right now, so all I ever read/write about is my interests. And I'm having more trouble with that than I used to. Also, I don't have very productive interests. My obsessions include music (facts, but not technical stuff) and my favourite TV shows (most of which are "Reality TV" shows). The only career that might lead to is a radio host, but I talk like an Aspie so I wouldn't be hired to do that (unless it's "Aspie Radio").