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13 Nov 2009, 1:16 am

am I? am I partly autistic or whatever you want to call it without any speech delays?

Or am I just a f***ed up love-shy introverted extroverted wannabe social phobic who was somehow traumatized growing up?

I really wish I knew I just dont know....I just need to know what's wrong with me because its killing me. Asperger's or not I have never been in a relationship before and I feel like Im scared and I have issues to which I cant comprehend sometimes



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13 Nov 2009, 1:19 am

sometimes I try ...I try really hard tobe going to say hi to everyone I try to pretend. fake it untill you make it right? I try to outgoing but maybe now I feel like smoking cannabis and drinking have done a bit to make me more social but really just really have just killed a part of myself and now I have no idea......



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13 Nov 2009, 1:33 am

You may have it but I dobt you are it.


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13 Nov 2009, 1:50 am

that would be really cool if I didnt have it......but at the same time I need to figure out what the hell is wrong with me............love-shy defintitly fits except for the rock music thing which I love. very similar to love-shy from what iv read.


other than that what is wrong with me?

Im 22 and its painfull obvious just how far behind I am than my peers......years.......many years behind everyone else my age



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13 Nov 2009, 2:15 am

Well I don't think you are Asperger himself.. or itself..

but I have no idea waht love-shy is, just because you are shy does not mean that you have AS.

Honestly, I don't really know what a lot of the things you are talking about in your post cause they don't really make sense.



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13 Nov 2009, 2:22 am

Nobody can tell from just a forum post. You could have AS or some elements of it. Keep investigating.



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13 Nov 2009, 6:00 am

sounds like 'social phobic' could pretty much cover it.



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13 Nov 2009, 6:11 am

Do you have any of the other traits of aspergers? Obsessive interests, narrow focus, ritualized behaviour, difficulty reading people etc?



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14 Nov 2009, 4:52 am

i dont know........

reading people would be a big thing Iv never really seen emotions before in people

Iv had these weird sensory issues with my eyes and theres fabrics that torture me so I cant wear them.

I walk weird and am awkward and clumsy and my voice sounds monotone

and I have an awfully hard time figuring out just who I am.



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14 Nov 2009, 8:39 am

lightening020 wrote:
i dont know........

reading people would be a big thing Iv never really seen emotions before in people

Iv had these weird sensory issues with my eyes and theres fabrics that torture me so I cant wear them.

I walk weird and am awkward and clumsy and my voice sounds monotone

and I have an awfully hard time figuring out just who I am.


OK those things certainly fit the profile of autism. Be reassured that you're not alone. I'd say it bears further research.