I feel so stupid

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I'm so stupid. so stupid. so stupid.
Guess I'm just a girl yarning for love...
But all I do is hurting myself.

"sorry i can't give you what you want"
the most heartbroken sentence...how many times I've heard this since i was young,,,

Guess I don't even really like him...
it's just my little fantasy....
guess i want excitement...

it is so stupid. falling in love so easily.
it is so stupid. assuming that others will love me back.
it is so stupid. to allow the fantasy growing bigger and bigger

i feel so stupid...
makes me think of the little girl's best friend in the movie "American Beautiful"... how she said "I feel so stupid"...

Might i ask how long you're waiting before you say something so "serious" in many "social" people's opinions? I mean, That could be a problem right there. You also could just be going after the lookers and they dont play nice if you dont look better than them. Not saying you need to love someone ugly but you have to stay in your range. If someone looks better than you they feel like they're better than you. They'll cheat on you or lie. THERE ARE EXCEPTIONS< but thats the unwritten law in life. Someone uglier will be clingy because they see you as a prize comparably speaking. Life is a game, learn to play it the way you like.

And dont yell at me because Im superficial. Im not, thats just how life works out in the end/on average. Some never find love because they cant compromise between their wants and needs. You only want a good looker, but you need someone who's good for you.

To be honest, this could be good if you were to try and make it fit a rhyme scheme of some sort. Otherwise it just sentences(and partial ones) with periods and random spacing.

PS. You're only stupid because you believe so...

I know how you feel. Some people can't handle being loved as much as we want to love them. But, when we find the right person, we will have such a wonderful, strong, loving relationship. Remember that.

I have had the opposite problem, actually. I woke up one day with the realization that I didn't have a personalized and applicable concept of love and from then on it's been my job to push interested females away. I don't think it would be at all fair to them if they loved me and I didn't love them back in the way they needed. (Not as to say I have a magnetic personality but somehow it seems there's always someone weird enough that I have to monitor their intentions.)

You only are, what you think you are.