enid wrote:
So lots of Aspies have shutdowns. Is this Autism? Are we occasionally moving out of our classification into theirs, albeit for a few hours/ days?
You can't speak, can't look at people, have very minimal communication, your mind is elsewhere, but doing nothing.
Is it the nearest we get to full on Autism- a total lack of being 'there', of being 'you', being in 'control'..
(I dont mean this to be flippant or jokey- I am seriously wondering)...
No; it hasn't got anything to do with suddenly having a different kind of autism. It is just what happens naturally to many autistic people, including Asperger's autistics, when they are completely overwhelmed.
Classic autistics have shutdowns, too. In the case of someone who doesn't speak at all, a shutdown can mean not being able to process the information coming in, or communicate anything coming out (after all, even people who never use symbolic communication tend to communicate other ways, like grabbing someone and leading them to the 'fridge when they're hungry). It can be dangerous because sometimes, when an autistic in sensory overload shuts down and can't communicate the very pain that's causing the shutdown. Autistic people have had serious medical problems missed because of that issue.
Most autistics can speak sometimes or most of the time. Most of those will lose speech occasionally, including Aspies; though the more of a verbal focus your brain has (Aspies tend to be good with language, because we're defined as not having a speech delay), the more stress it takes to push you to the point where you can't communicate coherently. When AS is diagnosed, it almost always mean that you can speak most or all of the time; and in general, that you had no speech delay. That makes it more likely that speech is one of the skills you hold onto more easily when you are stressed. You may lose other skills first--like the ability to think logically, understand others when they talk, understand and avoid danger, or interpret incoming sensory information. Other autistics, who lose speech more easily when stressed, may keep those skills longer. It's really a matter of your individual configuration, which things are easy for you and which are hard, and how stress affects you.
Even neurotypicals occasionally find themselves without the ability to speak, though this seems to happen only during times of extreme stress and shock, such as after having a loved one die or after a horrifying natural disaster. Shutdowns are not unique to autistics; it's just that they happen so often to us. Their frequency, not their simple presence, makes them a notable feature of autism.